1994-09-05 - Monday - you are Sanatana


Trayee first - 3rd or 4th row from jhoola! "I am troubling you, you will be happy from 7th". Anil Kumar Sir and Mr. Narasimhan spoke. Then, "Emi samaachaaram?" (What news?) Finally You spoke. Today, I tried to think of You, You called me close!
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Gopikas wanted black heart to be made white for Krishna's form contrast (S. Mahesh's black letter). Moksha in daily life - "Relief House" is body - eat to relieve hunger, change position to relieve leg (I was doing that every now and then). Don't see differences - don't compare. "He is somewhere, I am somewhere". You are God. Sanatana. Example for Sanatana, Puraatana and Nootana - Mahabaleshwar ratham, guide and newcomer visitor, in that order.
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Dance - tomorrow only in front of Swami - if good, before boys also.

In the morning, Anil Kumar Sir after Sudhakar Pant's (classmate) speech (on Nepali tribal woman's encounter with Swami making Horlicks and halwa at her house), giving pens + rose (kept at Swami's photo) to teachers. Whole day (for us Physics boys) only Seminars - Suresh Math, KLN Timer, Venkat CRO. I felt my behaviour in the afternoon CRO seminar was improper - I came late, asked questions even the Sirs couldn't answer, kept sitting. Felt I was being egoistic, when I explained after class about level + - control of CRO to Arvind. Classical Mechanics problems are left. No official study hours - cricket live telecast, day-night match, India vs Sri Lanka, Singer cup, Colombo.

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