1994-09-19 - Monday - Samshayaatma Vinashyati

Screenshot of Trayee Brindavan under construction from this video - The Story of Trayee Brindavan | Prasanthi Chronicles - 5

I was wishing that there wouldn't be a Trayee session, and You gave so much that I cried. Second row. So Loving. Love is only from God. Life + Desire is Man, Life minus desire is God. When husk remains on the grain, it is paddy. Remove the husk, it becomes rice. Dual mind - world and God - two horse race - dangerous. See all with Godly feeling. Enjoy everything, as "He is doing through this body, I am not the body". Do not doubt. (Earlier, Sahni Sir and Prof Saraf had spoken on miracles of faith. Anil Kumar Sir too.) Not unknowingly, Knowingly - to S. Mahesh's speech, "we do mistakes ..."

Swami's eye was red, a hair had gone into it. I don't remember* what made me cry, but there You are, making a stone melt. Finally, V. IMP - You said treat others as you want to be treated. (I thought, my doubting, actions, all would fall under this.) This was the reply to my cries.* "What is important is not if you love God. Whether God loves you - whether you receive from Him - that is important." I cried - so loving You are. 

Then, working with the feeling 'He is doing' will remove all problems - got permission to do practicals tomorrow after Suprabhatam so that there will be at least some progress before Wednesday deadline. B'chettan phoned (my father's cousin in Bangalore) - got him to phone A3 (parents and sister) to call me - told them news, they said Achan and Amma (parents) coming by car on 23rd, Anch (sister) staying for exams.

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