1994-10-04 - Tuesday - omnipotent Chinchu

At the Trayee entrance - probably during the inauguration of Trayee Brindavan in 1984. From pinterest.

Especially at dinner time, I was thinking of You as "Chinchu", inside me, smiling to make me hug You. Cho niche (so nice) to conjafy (make baby talk) to You. Who else can I do that to? But You are an omnipotent Chinchu - playing with probabilities. Maybe this is just attachment to Your smile - some day may develop to Love....

Came inside the amp room by brushing past me - I was last to come out after starting (making the mic volume adjustments for) bhajan - though I was behaving like a pig today. Cut hair on Your shoulders. 

Trayee - Alike drama boys came. Talking in Kannada, You are a typical villager! As soon as You sat, dissected yesterday's talk. Boys, was the order correct? What 4 did the Principal speak of? Correct order is Sthiti, Sampatti, Mati, Gati. We get all that we earn, Sampatti, from our present position, Sthiti. Basing on our usage of that, we have Mati, and as is the mind, so is the destiny, Gati

Disi plain - the ordinary one, done well, is discipline. Way of life, our shadow. For good future, put mind on proper track. Owner's mistake, if mind goes the wrong way. See saw - turn to world, will become away from God, etc - used Rakesh Menon's hands to demonstrate. Knowledge, skill, balance, insight - 4 steps. 

Today, turning drishti (vision) towards Divinity only part-time. Eg. Woodcutter said, "Even the God of death forgot me..." He came, then the woodcutter said, "I called you only to help put load on my head, not for coming with You!" Even when Mukthi comes, Yukthi is employed.  

Taddinam (ritual offerings to ancestors) - if they get food only once a year, they will die there also! Today is Amavasya, 10 Taddinams. Gangadhar Shetty, poor fellow, follows pundits - did for wife's family also. Wrong. Do only for ancestors. Tears = water, remember with Shraddha is Shraaddham. 'The mantras are addressed to Vaikuntha, so they will go there' - reply to agnostic who said won't even reach if father is sitting upstairs. 

Where do you come from? Not Kerala, but ATMA. Apply, apply, no reply - for the questions:
Who are you?
Where do you come from?
Where are you going?
Waves in Sachidananda. 

Boys who are going (for vacation) - half raised their hands. Not going - half. Stunt - all should go, except those from far away places, Delhi, Darjeeling. Reserve now itself. Newspapers are crying about plague, but nothing serious. 

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