Screenshot from Latur/Chakur visit to Maharashtra, from this video - 1959 - Shiva Chintanam Vol - 4 | Sri Sathya Sai Bhajans
Exam at 8 - 7:45 time to enter the halls. So, no darshan, Nandagopal Sir + S. G. Sir (advisory) must have managed morning mics (bhajans). Easy paper - extremely easy - but muffed in Diagonalization of a 2x2 matrix! and a Residue problem and an eigenvalue proof - totally 30 marks hang in balance. O grade only by Your grace. Afternoon - all sorts of philosophy - can take another birth, says monkey mind. Conscience won. But why this fight - unnecessary. Even when I remembered You're right next to me, no help - maybe I couldn't feel it, that's all. But then got message - discourse in SRH (Sai Ramesh Hall) - busying myself in getting rostrum from college etc. getting things ready, all other worldly matters put away. The key is keeping my mind engaged.
Discourse - Durga Lakshmi Saraswati are Karma Bhakthi Jnana or Kriya, Ichcha and Jnana Shakthis, in every man. Not separate. Foolish to search outside - eg. headache cure for medical shop man / hotelier. (Swami would narrate a small story, that the medical shop man would go to the hotel to have some "strong coffee" for his headache, while the hotelier would go to the medical shop to have a tablet for his headache.)
Trayee - in the same vein - All in You. Exams - Kashte Phali (difficulties make success sweeter). Hyderabad boys came on bicycles - sang bhajans in Trayee - fervour. You were talking to Parthi teachers, blessed a boy outside Trayee - dispatched sweets.
My difficulty in waking up indicates - sunk in Tamo Guna - must emerge.
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