Screenshot from this video - Bhagawan Sri Sathya Sai Baba | Dasara Celebrations 1972
Last night, just before I slept, I was in despair - mentally cried out, "Sairam, Sairam, help!" and slept like that. So You helped - I am touched. Morning darshan - I was far away and we had social work 8 to 10. Evening - You made me get second row in lots so that I said in the aisle. You went to and fro four times, but were saying, "Don't touch." Finally, You stopped to talk to Warden and I could touch, put my hands firmly. "Oddani cheppu - kalu kinda cheyi petthaaru - padipotanu - vaadi kemilethu - vadiswaartham." ("Tell them not to do it - they put their hands below My feet - I would fall - no problem for them - their selfishness.") I felt slightly guilty.
Evening 6:30 film Thyagayya, but Swami told Warden He is not coming. So I stayed in the old hostel and listened to M Srikanth (classmate) woes - Swami telling in a dream to take MSc and Jain sir dissuading (because he was poor at Physics, good at other things). Other things also (un-specified). I talked to him to console him, but if I did wrong, I know You will forgive me. One of the other things was, why You materialise company-made watches. So many possible scenarios - like some batches of watches inside Poornachandra with You materializing (transporting) from there. But it's foolish to try to explain Your actions, so I won't try. Net effect - I am feeling closer to You.
Old hostel - packing like sardines, especially in the afternoons, leads to 3 boys sharing a bed etc. Till now, I think, nothing unhealthy has taken place. Hopefully hospital boys will be a deterrent.
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