Condensing multiple days into a single page, since the content is limited.
1994-11-27 - Sunday - Morning self-reliance - I did only checking of speakers in AVC. After lunch serving, slept till 5! So, whole day gone. Study hours - couldn't even do a page of QM (Quantum Mechanics), as the integrals were bouncers. And I thought I'll be able to meet You before sleeping, but couldn't.
1994-11-28 - Monday - Classes in earnest. M. P. (Mathematical Physics) Self study experiment. But I wasted 3 to 5 reading RD in the library, slept on the chair in study hours, slept like a log before night prayer. Mental aversion to studies? Fog in the mornings may be worsening my cold - a metallic cough for some time this morning. I'm not able to think of You at all. Quite worldly thoughts.
1994-11-29 - Tuesday - Excess talk curtailed by laryngitis! Not so bad, can barely speak. But couldn't sing assembly prayer! Crackling like tin foil. But that allowed me to think of You a little during bhajan as I couldn't sing.
1994-11-30 - Wednesday - By afternoon, felt feverish, so leave courtesy Rajkumar (one of the students who volunteered in the dispensary) whom Sairam (my roommate and co-room-leader) got. Slept and slept. Rasam rice only breaks.
A photo from my 'Swami albums', which was gifted to me in 1995 according to the caption.
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