1995-01-04 - Wednesday - to Parthi for Sports Meet

 
Condensing multiple days into a single page, since the content is limited. The diary is physically very small, so the entries are very abbreviated.

1995-01-01 - Sunday - No Ravi Kumar Sir -> No cards. Read TPT (probably The Physics Teacher journal). Practiced twice + 8 pm SRH (Sai Ramesh Hall) dress rehearsal (I was to dress up as Kabir and walk along while "Kabir ke dohe" were played as background score). You're testing me now with Nithin - Ravi Kishore mandolin clash. (These were my roommates, I was to mediate since I was their room-leader). Makes me think of You, so it's good (a la Kunti).

1995-01-02 - Monday - Was slightly off-balance in the morning - not much concentration (while chanting) Gayatri. Like Chaos theory, a small perturbation produced catastrophic results. Positive feedback. I'll feel so bad I feel ashamed to think of You, and this drives me farther from You.
 
Kabir (me), Purandaradasa and Shirdi Baba practices in SRH going OK. I was there most of the day for the dance (Shirdi) mics using 25PTM (amplifier).
 
1995-01-03 - Tuesday - After morning combined practice, I slept one and a half hours. Nothing good to report. Read diary, write to A3 (parents and sister), packed. Maybe all that happened was, I flunked Your test again. 
 
1995-01-04 - Wednesday - Slept till 7:30! Maybe I can mend the broken link to You again. Bus was 3 hours late, so started at 4:45 pm, all 6 buses together (taking the entire campus from Brindavan to Parthi for Sports Meet). Anil Kumar Sir behind me lamenting Bhootaalu around Bhootanatha, I was listening to BVC's car tales and Harsha's smart tales - no thought of You. Just before sleeping (in Mandir), the thought that "This is Mandir, holy place. Mustn't soil it with my thoughts" pushed out other thoughts. You started work!

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