1995-05-02 - Tuesday - By train to Brindavan


1995-05-01 - Monday - Packed. Going at 2 PM tomorrow - train BLR EXP, Palghat 1½ hours stop, then Whitefield at 4:30 am. Achan (Father) gave the stops + times.

I was somewhat subdued the last two days - thinking of the return - subdued not by reluctance to return, but by a sense of inadequacy - inadequate utilization of the holidays.

1995-05-02 - Tuesday - Goodbyes were too brusque, maybe, because I'm so heartless. Read "Inward Bound" in the train intermittently, interrupted by the scenery outside. At 10:30 pm, got berth (RAC) in the next coach. Dinner was packed bread. Overslept after 1:20 am - woken at 5 (am on 3rd May) by a lady brushing past my leg - just missed WFD. So, came back from BLR central by Marikuppam - 6:45 am to 7:45 am BLR to WFD.  

In the train also, I was quite blank, immersed in "Inward Bound", i.e. physical world. Sitting opposite liquor couriers till 10:30 pm, then to a berth. 

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