1995-07-06 - Thursday - going around everywhere during darshan

1994-07-05 - Wednesday - I slid down from my position, but You kept Your end up - C++ found program bug - bhajan time - Vighneshwara - and ADC 0803 started working, just at the end of the session. Got floppies, stored my life.cpp & harimult.cpp & harinest.cpp.

Today was one of those days - I let You down. C++ programs, working ADCs, all didn't deter me - even wasted study hours reading Art of Electronics. One positive thing - when sitting near speaker in portico - with eyes closed, some momentary concentration on Bhajan.

You went around every nook - outside, Bhajan Hall ... You've let Your hair grow thin. Looks like You're waiting for some response from us, for all the love You've given. 


Screenshot from the "Pure Love" video.

1994-07-06 - Thursday - Dumb Charades - mics at last moment from Naren Sir by Muralikrishna. Prof took half an hour extra into lunch time, then forgot he had 4th hour, so we had free. Vishwanath Sir assignment. N Nagaraj (who went on to become my roommate in 1998-'99 along with Srinivasan, for more than 20 years while employed by the Central Trust) microprocessor seminar. 

Mandir - jazzy music on hired system (music program 9,10,11). Art of Electronics is absorbing.

You're making me happy. Meditation time thinking of You - giving Your feet (1.1 in Trayee), talking to me, smiling in SRH (Sai Ramesh Hall) when I gave rose, kissing Your feet last Summer Course - goose pimples. 

Along the day, accident rumour at ECC "tank" - being indifferent not proper - "pray for them", as N Nagaraj said. 

Ego inflating when You gave insights into Young's double slit, etc. But I remembered (You reminded) it's Yours.

Giving "good 500 rupee notes to the Bank" coming reasonably easily for me - when I'm happy ... but "torn, dirty 500 rupee notes" - must learn to give to RBI (in this analogy told by You, RBI is God) and get good note in return. Just now saw "dream" page, urging me to say "Aum Namo Bhagavate Vasudevaya" - I had almost forgotten!

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