1994-08-07 - Sunday - Exam dates changed


Till lunch, did problems. Did a few of Chp 2, all of Chp 1. Till night, did Chp 1 and half of Chp 2.

Swami went out in the morning, when returned, car had flowers strewn on it. Trayee - Alike girls' school near - jokes. Exam dates changed - Controller controlled - 2 exams after Dassera, rest preponed.

Hospital operations - right-side heart - "parents' fault" - gestation more for girls. 

None are prepared to give. If don't give, won't get. Mansur kept saying An Al Haq - I am God. King cut off hands and legs due to jealous priests, but he died smiling. Listening to Bhoomi crying, Vishnu said, I'll come. Village fight - constable will come. Bigger law and order issue - SI. Then, SP. Finally, IGP. First, God sends his messengers - dootas

Finding fault in others - worst sin. Through human effort - Purusha Prayatna - divine grace will come, like Mansur's inexplicable conviction. Do your duty, then God will take care. Not otherwise. Dedicate. Ego. In map of the world - India is so small. In that, Karnataka is small. In that, Kadugodi. In that, Hostel. In that, you - so tiny! Yet you have Ego? Ignorance. When dedicate, get devotion, by humility --> Discipline --> Discrimination. Will Swami like this or not? --> Determination to do right. Dedication is the engine, Determination is the guard car. The rest are I, II, III class bogeys. When you pay this dedication in God's shop, you get peace of mind. 

Use the body as a rented building. The cook gets the house keys if loyal. Nandi - Dharma - Artha - Kama -Moksha. Garuda is Hridaya vihanga. Rat is desires, which goes after Vaasanas. This is under Ganapati's control, so all worship Ganapati. 

Practice Determination. Think of God. Think of what will make Swami happy or otherwise. That is your ladder in life. 

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