1994-08-08 - Monday - BSVS & bhajan boys chided



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I remembered it was my b'day only when Dev Sen Sir's father went inside for interview, his 75th b'day. Vishnu had woken me at 3:30, I had finished one round of revision by darshan. After breakfast, skimmed through derivations etc. Swami made the paper simple. But Ego that I corrected two mistakes in the paper - from that moment, answers didn't flow as before. But OK. Jain Sir said complete experiments in the afternoon, but lazy - I didn't go. Just read diary. Dr. Venkataraman's 6 books cost me Rs. 195, 25% discount. 

SRH (Sai Ramesh Hall) - changed over to KEB (non-existent) for Arati, S. G. Sir incensed. Trayee - "Tomorrow onwards no bhajans". Dirty. No Sarva Dharma Bhajan. Valmiki's 100 crore slokas needed for all 3 worlds. Danavas thought sensual pleasure was everything, humans engrossed in worldly life, Devas neglecting the Lord due to proximity. 33,33,33,333 given to each of the Lokas. 3 letters were given to each - next two were God's name - to all - Rama, Krishna, Allah, Yesu, etc. Brahmins had control, but didn't practice. The same thing in our institutions. Eg. Pundit and milkmaid. Only Avatar Brahmin - Vamana - that too only for asking money! Brahmano Samadarshanah. But Dronacharya - revenge. Aswatthama love. Aswatthama - killed sleeping Upapandavas. Dhana, Daara, Putra vaatsalyam (love of money, wife and children) - all present. Kripa's daughter - Ikshvaku's son Dandaka intercaste - Dandakaaranya where by curse burnt. 

Uddhava had ego that he is Krishna's right-hand-man. His ego was removed by Gopikas. If you sing only Parthi, Shirdi, outsiders will think that is by Swami's orders, bad name. Subbalakshmi (BSVS) is the cause. Bad leader. Legs should be cut off, like Mansur. Keeps talking between lines. Can be heard in the mic. Warden, Principal, no respect. Tomorrow have bhajans at Hostel. Don't come to Trayee also. Selfish - think if all else are bombed also no problem.

Chaitanya climbed atop SRH to check Ahuja columns, found nothing amiss. 

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