1994-08-31 - Wednesday - tales of Krishna and surrender

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Yesterday study hours Complex Algebra program. SSP didn't read up. Forgot Maths zero hour. Again - woke at 4:10, asked time, slept again! Had thoughts of writing diary etc. in the morning, but ... Comp. Practicals shifted - so, did some trials to do with unit / etc. Then, half Cmplx. Quit by 3:20. Karwa's clock useful.

Trayee - Anil Kumar Sir gave a nice talk - admiration bubbling out. Swami started with asking, "What should I talk about?" Some murmured Krishna's childhood, but finally said, "Boys should know about namaskaaram and saashtaanga namaskaaram. God gives back infinitely when offer Him something. Quality of sugar is sweet. Shape of sweetness? None. Experience is required. If you only read of laddoo, no experience of its taste. Story of blind man, wife told him to feed child - milk is white like a crane - put hand to show crane's shape - "How to put such a thing in child's mouth?"

Killing of 8 babies - Ashta madas. Arishad vargas + Tamo guna + Rajo guna. Kundalini - Adi Sesa - Balarama - Sankarshana as womb transfer. Khajaja = born of born of sky = Bheema - only Sarvagna Krishna could make out Duryodhana's plan to produce confusion by challenging Khajaja (who?) to fight.

God goes running if own man is involved, just as you do if a train accident happens to your own man. Saashtaangam - ego goes - palm tree falls as ego, grass bends to floods, later comes up. Tie angavastra around waist - to show am ready to do anything, God, am surrendering. Namaskara is not waste, if done with feeling. 

10 o'clock S. G. Sir called - 54 cassettes from Ajay of Sai Selections through Venkataraman - can record good songs - found all are terrific songs. 

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