1994-08-30 - Tuesday - Turn desire towards God


Plans to wake early with alarm clock flopped - I put it off and slept. Classical Mechanics problems - couldn't do much. Only one problem from Goldstein. So, told him will give next time.  

Trayee as usual, as if nothing had happened! (Gesturing to Warden to let 'em in!) What is mantra, what types, to Mr. Subba Rao. Vaidika, Taantrika, (and one more). Vaidika have ones with Om, without Om. Aum Namah Shivaya = Salutations to Aum which is auspicious! Namah Shivaya is Panchakshari Mantra. Turning vision to God is Aadhyaatma or spirituality. Pravritti marga even in bhajans - no concentration. Vibration is the wind which takes Vaasana away from (lily pond) form to formless. Radiation helps to remove desire, then Vaasanas go. Vaasana is covered by Vibration due to Radiation. When Radiation goes, Vasana comes out in the body. 

Turn desire to(wards) God - else, adding firewood increases fire. Don't think I'm telling boys Vairaagyam - just because I say, it won't come, either! Bhaagavata is bridge over samsaara. Samkara, Bhajagovindam. Vyaasa, Vaalmiki, ultimately devotion. Only after step of devotion will liberation come. Chaduvu (studies) - useless. But you have stomach, so you must study. (But Chaitanya's story - got food under tree as disciples were hungry.) If 'Raksha maam Sharanaagatam', (surrender completely) will protect. Sita's reply to Rama - shame if you can't protect a woman, being protector of the world. (when Rama asked her to remain in Ayodhya and not come to the forest due to the dangers in the forest.) You are Rama Chandra, I am Sita - rays. Rays can't be away from Chandra!

Chaduvu (book learning) is useless - a dhobi is better - he can bring back right clothes to the right people without book learning. But you miss sometimes - that he does intentionally! Kanchi big swami died in Dakshinaayana without anyone giving water - worldly position is not important, devotion is. He used to push widows and low-castes aside.

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