1994-09-07 - Wednesday - Thou shalt sing


The only reason I'm writing this is for You. Then why should I write other unnecessary things? Strange - how there is no place left for God. Must get priorities right. 

Morning - You came out laughing and joking, through the main door. Evening - two clay Ganeshas made by boys - You inspected - "Paint cheyya koodadu, absorb chestundi" (Don't paint it, it will absorb). Boys had worked the last two entire nights. Trayee - Bhajan by boys - example story - Lady with small nose, asked for big nose, got a nose which was too big! Asked for good nose, got too many noses! Finally, asked for the old nose back. Bhajans in which 'Sai' was there have been removed! Basis removed! (as asked in "Thou shalt not sing"). Can sing Radheshyam, but not Radha ke Pyare. Vijaya Sai - mentally retarded. Then Anil Kumar Sir. 

Again, You said, "Pot kept in water, no evaporation of the water inside the pot. If left in the heat outside, the water inside the pot evaporates. So, be careful." Then, "I've got to pack". Anil Kumar Sir said, "I'll help". No - I never take anyone's help, since old times. Only toilet items - toothpaste, shaving kit - small bag, kept between Swami and Joga Rao. Joga Rao falls on the bag when he dozes off! Less luggage. No need to take clothes to Parthi, Brindavan or Kodai, since sets are kept there. No lock - if anyone wants to take and wear My robe, you're welcome! 
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Relatively free day in classes.

Must see that I think of You more and more, not be "plunged in the worldly matters which surround" me. Hands in society, head in forest. Really restful and blissful to think of You - such peace enters. Every evening, can have a "peaceful" session with You. Other things are not important enough to be written here - later, when I read, I feel the futility of those inscriptions. 

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