Right now, i.e. in the morning for darshan, I'm feeling down in the dumps. Because of me. Yesterday, I spent too much time talking - in fact, it seems to have got into the system - equilibrium is upset. Can't blame yesterday too much - today, too.
But, You gave us padanamaskar, sent us (Brindavan students) off saying, "Happy; kaadaa, raa?" (Happy, right?) After lunch, we left around one o'clock - 6-7 buses. Reached around 4:45.
Screenshot from this video - Bhagawan Sri Sathya Sai Baba | Divine Darshan at Prasanthi Nilayam | 1990 | Part 1
On the way, on the last seat, Vijayanand next to me, we talked about Your spirit visitations - I quoted from Murphet's book "Where the road ends", he told me how You had written on rice flour instead of Indira Gandhi, talking to his mother, so many things. (Perhaps to be taken with a pinch of salt, since Vijayanand Roadways is not related to him, contrary to what I thought). Also of state of country and of the Institute. His problems with insensitive authorities (lack of appreciation, callous eating of cake before photo, etc.) leading to more serious allegations. Possibly what I spoke, about improvement in situation etc may have helped him. As I thought then, if I'm doing wrong, please pardon me, but I can't tell him to shut up. Maybe Shailesh sir also passed through this stage (of just listening to students and colleagues venting, without reacting adversely).
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