1995-07-02 - Sunday - darshan again

1995-07-01 - Saturday - Bought 40 xerox coupons - 50p each. Xeroxing and ADC - evening went in these. Bhajan time - Registrar came with good news - we're going for darshan tomorrow - so plans of Akhanda Jap dropped. Wasted time in binding syllabus etc.

You waited till I started pining (though I say You are everywhere), then good news of tomorrow's darshan. When my eyes filled, maybe that was the aim of the exercise - You said a rod had fallen - supposing boys were here ... But we could've sat elsewhere ... You only wanted to make us realize - that's what I think. S4 thinks so, too ...



1995-07-02 - Sunday - Instead of writing KBR's record, read Art of Electronics, C++, so that study hours sat and wrote half of power supply (record notes).

I shouldn't have moved, morning darshan - You went to the spot where I had been sitting in front of Mandir. [Teachers' dreams of portico full of VIPs, boys sitting where devotees used to, coming true.] Evening, a little bit of stabilization - place only in Bhajan Hall, yet You came inside. Learning to accept what You give, with love. That is, process of Ego cutting. You complain that we're holding up the work. Japanese priest & co interview 15 minutes.

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